Okay so its Almost been 10 years since I've had my Transplant and im soo Happi about it but then I think about the kids I met who had transplants and sadly passed away shortley after having them and I feel horrible and I know I didn't know them really well but I wanna live for them and Keep hope Alive <3  If anyone who reads this ever just wants to talk of need a friend Im here , I know i don't know alot of people on here but I'll be her for anyone who needs me :D

I think some people have a problem with me posting my favorite music videos of my favorite groups/bands, but what people don't know is these  bands helped me in so many ways . They kept me wanting to go on

After i had my Stroke I was very depressed , lost all my friends and never had anyone to talk to except my dog but Music helped me get over the Depression. One moment I would be happi , the next mad at my family that mean the Most to me.Overcoming everything i did music was one…

Well One question i have for the people who read this is ,Do you ever feel a different age than you actually are?? O

One reason i ask that is  because on a good day i feel around 12 on a bad day 16 but yet im 20 i dont get it . Another thing is i never got to find out anything about where my heart and lungs came from , but i have this strange feeling they came from a boy . I just have this gut feeling so does anyone else feel the same way as i do??

So i've never really been in a relationship , but i was just wondering when I do meet a guy to finally date When should I tell him about my Transplant ? I know i should tell him right away but im just afraid any guy will run away because they don't want to deal with the drama. So if anyone has any good advice about this I would be very appretitive!

( Sorry for the spelling )